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I'm in a pissy mood this morning. Yesterday, we shut off the air conditioning and opened all the windows. Fine. No problem. It's not 1000 degrees outside or anything anymore.
But when I tried to get to sleep last night, a couple of things occurred to me: (1) there's a night light in the neighbor's yard that shines right into the bedroom I'm using; (2)there are some birds in the front yard that kept waking me up, all fucking night; and (3)with the shades up and the curtains pulled, everyone in the world can see into that front bedroom.
That last just really gets on my nerves. I'm a private person who enjoys their solitude. But now any asshole in the world driving down that street can look into this window and see what I'm up to.
I know, I know. Why don't you just close the shades and curtains, idiot? Because my mom would pitch a fucking fit.
God, I have GOT to get a job and get my own fucking place.
That's the short and sweet of it.
Someplace I can keep all the windows closed and the shades pulled, and not have dirty dishes sitting in the sink for days on end. Someplace that doesn't have fucking enormous roaches!
God, I have so got to get out of here.
More later. - MEL
But when I tried to get to sleep last night, a couple of things occurred to me: (1) there's a night light in the neighbor's yard that shines right into the bedroom I'm using; (2)there are some birds in the front yard that kept waking me up, all fucking night; and (3)with the shades up and the curtains pulled, everyone in the world can see into that front bedroom.
That last just really gets on my nerves. I'm a private person who enjoys their solitude. But now any asshole in the world driving down that street can look into this window and see what I'm up to.
I know, I know. Why don't you just close the shades and curtains, idiot? Because my mom would pitch a fucking fit.
God, I have GOT to get a job and get my own fucking place.
That's the short and sweet of it.
Someplace I can keep all the windows closed and the shades pulled, and not have dirty dishes sitting in the sink for days on end. Someplace that doesn't have fucking enormous roaches!
God, I have so got to get out of here.
More later. - MEL
