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So, I'm dating a 20 year old.
Well, if I'm honest, dating isn't exactly the nature of our relationship.
Honestly, I'm having sex with a 20 year old.
And I'm a bit weirded out by it. Because he's 30 years younger than me. Which just feels stupid to say, but I'm allowed to feel the way I feel. Right? Right.
I quite enjoy our time together. It's uncomplicated.
And, I'll admit, it's nice to know that I can still pull younger guys. I am somewhat vain and that is a big ego boost.
Also, I should point out that he is the one who asked me out. So it's not like I'm being a creepy old man stalking young lovely college students in the back rooms of questionable bars.
But, on a certain level, I must admit to sometimes feeling like a creepy old man just because of the age thing. And that pisses me off to no end.
I don't know.
I guess I'm just sharing this here because it helps me to write stuff out and put it in perspective.
Well, if I'm honest, dating isn't exactly the nature of our relationship.
Honestly, I'm having sex with a 20 year old.
And I'm a bit weirded out by it. Because he's 30 years younger than me. Which just feels stupid to say, but I'm allowed to feel the way I feel. Right? Right.
I quite enjoy our time together. It's uncomplicated.
And, I'll admit, it's nice to know that I can still pull younger guys. I am somewhat vain and that is a big ego boost.
Also, I should point out that he is the one who asked me out. So it's not like I'm being a creepy old man stalking young lovely college students in the back rooms of questionable bars.
But, on a certain level, I must admit to sometimes feeling like a creepy old man just because of the age thing. And that pisses me off to no end.
I don't know.
I guess I'm just sharing this here because it helps me to write stuff out and put it in perspective.
