Dec. 15th, 2019

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It's 2 AM.

I got home a little while ago from watching J's band perform at a hole-in-the-wall house party.

The band was good, as always, but the venue kind of sucked. I'm sure it's quite nice during the summer, but at this time of year they can kiss my ass. No internal heat. Barely functional bathrooms. Willy-nilly parking all over the place.

Poorly managed, IMHO.

Came home, stopping off at Taco Bell where I got the quesadirro combo.

That's 1220 cals, leaving me 480 cals for the entirety of Sunday.

*sigh*

It's gonna be a salad and broccoli/cauliflower kind of day.
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Tonight, I ended a three year friendship.

It wasn't something I planned to do but it was necessary.

When you have toxic people in your life, the best thing to do with them is cut them out.

I wish that I could say that I am unaffected by my decision, or that I handled the emotional fallout in a responsible way, but that would be a lie.

I have basically eaten my feelings.

I feel sick and gross and bloated and I'm still angry as fuck that I wasted so much time on someone who, ultimately, was not worth it.

But life is a learning experience and this is just another learning experience.

Right?

Tonight I am grateful for strength of will. For the fortitutde of spirit and mind to do what is necessary even if it isn't pleasant.

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