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The last couple of days have been trying. I've been in the weeds, struggeling with my SAD. It flared up pretty badly this past Monday and so I decided to hit the road and see if a change of scenery would shake things loose.
I haven't gone very far. Thought I would go to the beach or something, but only wound up going a couple of counties over. Checked into a hotel where I've been generally feeling better.
Went to a state park today and wandered around a mill pond for a while, then came back to the hotel and read 'The Invisible Life of Addie LaRou' by V.E. Schwab. Good book. I felt I could relate to the main character as, sometimes, I feel like I'm moving through the world without leaving any marks or impressions either.
Lying in bed now, showered and comfy, the laptop open on my knees, typing this and feeling a lot better.
I sort of want to go home tomorrow, but I don't want to go into work this weekend.
I certainly don't want to go to Game Night.
At least, not right now.
We'll see what happens.
And I still have to get stuff ready for Candlemass. :/
I haven't gone very far. Thought I would go to the beach or something, but only wound up going a couple of counties over. Checked into a hotel where I've been generally feeling better.
Went to a state park today and wandered around a mill pond for a while, then came back to the hotel and read 'The Invisible Life of Addie LaRou' by V.E. Schwab. Good book. I felt I could relate to the main character as, sometimes, I feel like I'm moving through the world without leaving any marks or impressions either.
Lying in bed now, showered and comfy, the laptop open on my knees, typing this and feeling a lot better.
I sort of want to go home tomorrow, but I don't want to go into work this weekend.
I certainly don't want to go to Game Night.
At least, not right now.
We'll see what happens.
And I still have to get stuff ready for Candlemass. :/
