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I'm in a weird mood today.
Actually, that's not true. I've been in a weird mood the last few days. I'm not sure why. Perhaps the reality of my situation is settling in on me. I keep find myself thinking, "Have I made a colossal mistake with my life, leaving the Job of Doom and returning to the Ancestral Home?"
What's more disturbing, at least to me, is that no clear answer presents itself.
Maybe it's just psychic doldrums. I don't know.
If I could manage to work on the story, to get it moving again, I don't think I'd feel this blah.
I just don't know anything any more.
Actually, that's not true. I've been in a weird mood the last few days. I'm not sure why. Perhaps the reality of my situation is settling in on me. I keep find myself thinking, "Have I made a colossal mistake with my life, leaving the Job of Doom and returning to the Ancestral Home?"
What's more disturbing, at least to me, is that no clear answer presents itself.
Maybe it's just psychic doldrums. I don't know.
If I could manage to work on the story, to get it moving again, I don't think I'd feel this blah.
I just don't know anything any more.
